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"Felix-Hyung~" I jumped onto Felix's bed, whining as I shook him. "What is it?" He chuckled, putting down his phone. "I wanna dye my hair blonde." He raised his brow skeptically. "I don't know, what does Hyung think?" Looking down, I played with the comforter, tracing circles onto it. "He doesn't know." I mumbled before looking back up at Felix. "I want it to be a surprise." "Hm..." Felix tapped his chin, pretending to be thinking. "I guess we can go get it done. But if he gets upset, it's all on you." I nodded eagerly, super excited.

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I'm so nervous. I don't know what Chan is going to think or how he'll react. We decided to go with an ashy blonde and honestly, I'm in love with it. As Felix and I drove back home, I couldn't help but mess with my new hair. "Do you think he'll like it?" I questioned softly, messing with my bangs as I looked into the little mirror on the visor. "I think he will. And if he doesn't, so what? It's your hair." He has a point...But I want Chan to like it.

It didn't take long until we reached the house, and as we pulled into the driveway, I couldn't help but notice how fast my heart was racing. I got out and walked inside with Felix, immediately spotting Chan on the couch playing on his phone. His head perked up when he heard the door open and he smiled at us, his smile fading as his eyes landed on mine. Chan jumped off the couch and ran over to me, his hands instantly going to my hair. I gulped, watching his face for a reaction. "What do you think, Hyung? I think he looks great." Felix smiled before walking off to his room, probably to make plans with Changbin.

"Baby boy..." He trailed off and I thought he was gonna get mad at me, that he hated it, until I saw his lips curve upward to form a slight grin. "You look amazing." I released a breath that I didn't even know I was holding, smiling up at him. "Really?" He nodded, finally looking into my eyes. "Absolutely amazing." I wrapped my arms around his torso, resting my head against his chest. "I thought you were going to hate it." "Well you thought wrong, Baby." Chan placed a kiss on top of my head which made me bury my head deeper into his shirt. He chuckled, pulling me away from him.

Chan opened his mouth to say something but was interrupted by Felix shouting from his room, "YANG JEONGIN!! WHAT IS THIS?!" Felix walked out of his room holding onto something that made Chan and I both gulp: the collar. I forgot to hide that...I hid the tails and ears, but I forgot to hide the collar. "Damn..." I whispered. "Language." Chan warned, sending me a glare. Felix stormed over to Chan and I, glaring at the both of us. "Is this what was in that bag?!" Chan nodded slowly, not seeming to be too bothered by the situation. I, on the other hand, was dying of embarrassment. Felix sighed, closing his eyes for a moment before opening them back up and turning to face me. "Jeongin, are you a pet?" "He doesn't know yet. He's discovering himself." Chan spoke, earning a look from Felix. "Is your name Jeongin?" Chan rolled his eyes at his brother before going to sit on the couch. "I...I don't know Felix. I'm...I just wanted to explore....And it was cute..." I mumbled, looking down at the floor.

Felix groaned, causing me to look back up at him. "I just wish you would have told me this instead of me finding it. We're best friends, I would never judge you and you know that." I nodded, smiling softly at him. "I'm sorry, Lixie." Chan raised an eyebrow. Chan doesn't know it yet, but whenever I get yelled at or am in trouble in any way, I regress to deal with it. Even if I'm not really in trouble. Like now. I guess it just helps me calm down. After Raein, I can't handle being in loud situations or being near somebody who is raising their voice.

"Shit, Jeongin, I'm sorry." Felix looked at me, remorse written on his face. "I didn't mean to-" "I know." Felix embraced me in a hug, saying sorry once again. I nuzzled into him, sighing contently. "Can I have my collar back?" I whispered, making Felix chuckle as he pulled away from me. He handed me my collar, ruffled my hair, and went back to his room. I walked over to Chan and sat on his lap, straddling him. "Daddy?" He gave me a questioning look while a smirk tugged at his lips. He placed his hands on my waist, pulling me closer to him. I blushed softly and looked down at my lap. "Um...Now that Lixie knows...Can I...Can I um...Wear my collar?"
"NOT IN MY CHRISTIAN HOUSEHOLD!" Felix shouted from his room, making Chan roll his eyes. "Bite me, Felix!" "Daddy! Don't be rude!" I pouted, playfully glaring at him. He just smiled in return. "If you want to wear your collar, you can wear your collar, Baby boy. But," his gaze turned stern. "Only your collar." I pouted and whined, "But I wanna wear my t-" "Baby boy." Nodding softly, I looked down at my lap. "Yes, Daddy."

"If we are alone, you are more than welcome to wear whatever you want." Chan lifted my chin up, forcing me to make eye contact with him. There was a darkness in his eyes. Nothing compared to last night, but it was definitely there. This intrigued me. Instantly, I wanted to see just how dark they could become and what the outcome would be. I handed him my collar, looking into his eyes. He got the hint and placed the collar around my neck, securing the buckle. Chan traced the collar from the buckle to the bell, and once he reached said bell, he gave it a small flick. Upon hearing the bell ring, I could see Chan's eyes become even darker. Just by a bell? Interesting. His eyes began to scan my body which made me blush under his gaze. "You look beautiful, Baby boy. Absolutely beautiful." He mumbled, taking his bottom lip between his teeth.

"Daddy..." I trailed off, wrapping my arms around his neck and entangling my hands in his hair. "When Felix leaves to go with Changbin, could I put my ears on?" Chan raised his brow, the grip on my waist tightening. "Just your ears?" "Well..." I dragged on, a small smirk playing on my lips. "Baby boy, you are going to be the death of me." He growled.

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Felix waved goodbye as he walked out the door, going to go meet Changbin for dinner. Not two seconds after the door shut, Chan walked out of his room and stood in the doorway, a sly grin plastered on his face. "Baby boy. Bedroom. Now." I was about to question why but decided against it. I ran to his room and sat on his bed, waiting for him to tell me why I'm here. He came into his room and closed the door, locking it. I gulped slightly, wondering if I pushed it too far earlier. I know he's not going to hurt me. He would never hurt me. "Why did you..." I started as he began to walk towards me, stopping at the edge of his bed and standing between my legs. He rested his hands on my waist, pulling me closer to him so that I was now on the very edge of his bed. Once again, there was a look in his eyes that I could not put my finger on. His eyes were dark but his tone of voice was darker.

"Baby boy. Do you remember our safe word?" I nodded slowly, confusion and excitement building up inside of me. "Words, Baby boy." Chan growled, squeezing my sides. "Yes, Daddy." "Good," He began, smirking proudly. "You're gonna need it."