Warning: slight mature content ahead!
Jungkook's lips on mine dancing rythmically with craziness, I'm seeing nothing but desires lurking inside of those darkest orbs alarming me what is in store for me tonight!!
Madness?
Foolishness?
Submission?
No?
Then?
"Love... unconditional love!" Was what I could think of at that very moment.
When my mind is running errands fighting against not so innocent thoughts & possibilities of the moments ahead, I yelped in slight pain in my now sinful bottom lip.
The way jungkook was claiming my lips tugging & nibbling on them , I'm afraid I'll taste my blood anytime soon!!
But did I complain in real?
Never in million yrs!!
But I needed to breath at least & so I tried parting my lips & pull away for a moment!!
Only if I was able to do that as jungkook's tongue took over my lips & entered my mouth without any shame , dancing with my own !!
I kept going as an instinct!!
This!!
This is another level of closeness I was feeling as if two souls are mingling yet fighting to claim the others as it's own.
In my life the dreams I've dreamt of , I'd never dared to dream of living this moment with my Kookie.
Life , truly is unpredictable!
Jungkook pulled away allowing me to inhale for once but he again stomped his lips one time.
He seemed like intoxicated & I'm dying from the hammering of my heartbeats.
I started playing with his now growing mullet with my one hand to keep my mind diverted .
Leaving my lips , jungkook started trailing wet kisses down my jawlines setting my soul on fire with each kiss introducing anew sensuality.
Shiver is all I felt when he sneaked his left hand under my night top & started caressing my bare skin on my waist ,more delicately !
My chest is heaving up & down as I'm trying to recover my respiration that is getting more messy with each passing seconds.
Jungkook is peppering my neck with kisses ,sucking & caressing using his lips afterwards & I'm shamelessly wanting more .
It's more than impossible to hold myself from uttering some inappropriate sounds but till now I could hold it hardly.
"Jung-jungkook!"
And it left my mouth without my permission when kook bit the skin over my collarbone a bit harshly.
And he stopped!!
In a blink he rolled off of me to the side & I was left struck at a loss what went wrong!!
"I'm sorry!! I'm sorry y/n!"
"You've never been touched before!! How could I forget that!! I'm so sorry...I should've known!!" He panicked avoiding my sight .
"He's ashamed bcz I'm never touched!!"
"He stopped bcz I'm not experienced!!"
"I'm not good enough!!"
These are the only conclusions my mind could process at that second.
And I felt embarrassed for being inexperienced in intimacy for the very first time!!
I feel fragile as if another word from jungkook would break me into pieces to be unmendable.
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AFFECTION OR LOVE??
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