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" ZAYA " i called out my 4 year old daughter.
"mama?" i hear her small voice tryna look for me "Im right here baby" i said laughing.
"you ready to go to grandmas tonight" i said referring to Zays mom.
"yayyyyyy" she said jumping around as i laughed at her.
After running away to NY to live a better life, i can say its going pretty good. I had a little ups and downs here and there but i still managed to get back on my feet with the help of zay, marii, and their parents. Me, Marii and zay got a condo together with 4 bedrooms and 5 bathroom.
But tonight im dropping off zay zay to my moms house for the night. My real mom wasnt really around until i heard that one day she passed away due to overdose of drugs. But ever since i told marii and zay parents about me needing help from my past relationship. they've been my real parents thats why they earned the title of being my parents they never left my side.
I got zaya dressed and then i got myself dressed then went to place her in her car seat then jogging to the otherside to get in.
"zaya"
"yeth mama"
"you wanna listen to music"
'YEAAA" she said screaming and squrming around in her car seat
" ok ok ok what song you wanna play" i said laughing
"Li-lii Ba-be"
"LIL BABY" i said turning around suprised.
"yeah him" she said smiling.
"GURLL BOO what you know bout lil baby"
"auntie mar mar played it" she said smiling all this baby do is smile thats what i love about her.
"ima hurt yah auntie" i said laughing
"but who is your favorite artist"
"ni-key-ma-ma-nah" she said stuttering she meant to say nicki minaj.
"ughhh im raising you right- YOU GO GWORL" i said sounding like martin and acting like im shedding a tear.
It's bigger than black and white It's a problem with the whole way of life It can't change overnight But we gotta start somewhere Might as well gon' 'head start here We done had a hell of a year I'ma make it count while I'm here God is the only man I fearFuck it, I'm goin' on the front line He gon' bust your ass if you come past that gun line You know when the storm go away, then the sun shine You gotta put your head in the game when it's crunch time I want all my sons to grow up to be monsters I want all my daughters to show out in public Seems like we losing our country But we gotta stand up for something, so this what it comes toEvery video I see on my conscience I got power, now I gotta say somethin' Corrupted police been the problem where I'm from But I'd be lying if I said it was all of them I ain't do this for the trend, I don't follow them Altercations with the law, had a lot of them People speaking for the people, I'm proud of them Stick together, we can get it up out of themI can't lie like I don't rap about killing and dope But I'm telling my youngins to vote I did what I did 'cause I didn't have no choice or no hope I was forced to just jump in and go This bullshit is all that we know, but it's time for a change Got time to be serious, no time for no games We ain't takin' no more, let us go from them chains God bless they souls, every one of them namesIt's bigger than black and white It's a problem with the whole way of life It can't change overnight But we gotta start somewhere Might as well gon' 'head start here We done had a hell of a year I'ma make it count while I'm here God is the only man I fearThey trainin' officers to kill us Then shootin' protestors with these rubber bullets They regular people, I know that they feel it These scars too deep to heal us What happened to COVID? Nobody remember It ain't makin' sense, I'm just here to vent It happen to one of your people, it's different We get it, the system is wicked, just learn how to pick itKnowledge is power, I swear I'm a witness, I know that I'm gifted I won't go too deep 'cause I'm scared they'll get me Ain't scared to admit it, some shit I can't mention It's people who can, well, here's the chance I won't take the stand, but I'll take a stand for what I believe Must not be breathing the air that I breathe You know that the way that I bleed, you can bleedI never been a fan of police But my neighborhood know I try to keep peace So it's only right that I get in the streets March for a reason, not just on GP Our people died for us to be free Fuck do you mean? This was a dream Now we got the power that we need to have They don't want us with it and that's why they mad, yeahIt's bigger than black and white It's a problem with the whole way of life It can't change overnight But we gotta start somewhere Might as well gon' 'head start here We done had a hell of a year I'ma make it count while I'm here God is the only man I fearIt's bigger than black and white It's a problem with the whole way of life It can't change overnight But we gotta start somewhere Might as well gon' 'head start here We done had a hell of a year I'ma make it count while I'm here God is the only man I fear
