I haven't seen Matt in real life for 2 months now and I'm losing my sanity.
The last time we've called was last Friday, 4 days ago.
My birthday is in 3 weeks and in two months I'll see Matt again. Time is going so slow without him.
I was scrolling through instagram when I got a message from Matt.
Matt
HiCass
Hey baby, did you sleep well?Matt
I slept alrightCass
What's wrong?Matt
Nothing it's just uhmCass
What baby? You can tell me anythingMatt
I can't do this CassidyCass
Wow full names? why so serious matthew😂Matt
Because this is serious..Cass
Oh.
What do you mean?Matt
I can't do this anymoreCass
What?? is your anxiety acting up again?? Youtube? Nick and Chris??Matt
No. I can't do US anymoreCass
What? Why? Did I do something?Matt
No it's not you it's meCass
Matt I'm sure your just saying this from all the overwhelming you're probably just tired I saw you were still online at 6Matt
Cassidy, noCass
Matt I thought we had something special?Matt
We did
message not deliveredI put down my phone and bursted out into tears.
What did I do wrong? Did I say something? Did he meet someone new?
I mean 'it's not you it's me' means it is me. (my overthinking be like)
I sighed as I went to text Nick.
Cassie
Nick are you awake?Nick
Uhm yeah it's after noonCassie
Did matt say smt to you?Nick
No why? Did smt happen?Cassie
I mean..
I think he just broke up with meNick
He did WHAT now
Oh he's gonna be in troubleCassie
Nick please don'tNick
Girl I have to you're probably devastatedCassie
I mean, yeah i love him and he broke up with me so..Nick
Igtg I have to go yell at matt.Cassie
Nick—
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Secret Relationship - Matt Sturniolo
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