Simone Laysia Brown
|Cece|
Flashback
"Bitch what do you mean?!"
"I'm pregnant and she gon' tell my m-". I got cut off by a slap to the face
"What did I tell you about being fast?!"
"You didn't tell me shit and it's your baby!". I cried
I never thought that my life would get to this but it did and I regret the day I walked down that alley cause look where I am.
14, pregnant and married.
Landon rubbed his temples, "I can't do this"
He pointed at me, "You needa abort that piece of shit". He said making me jerk my head back
This child in me did nothing to us so for him to say I need to get rid of my baby is just bullshit, I'm not going for it.
"Landon, no! I don't believe in abortions, y-"
He punched my jaw, "Bitch, I will kill you and that thing, don't play wimme. Abort it". He said as I cried
He don't love me like he say he do.
I cried, "Ion got money, Landon. How am I gon' get the abortion"
"Ask yo mama"
"Abortions like $150, she gon' suspect something"
"Shit, yo mama suspect shit erryday-"
"Landon". I deadpanned
He sucked his teeth, "Fine". He took out his wallet giving me the money
He squeezed my neck, "you betta get rid of that baby or you gon' really know me". He said pushing me back
I wiped my face, "Okay". I croaked out
He tried to kiss me but I turned my head making him kiss my cheek, "I love you". He patted my head
"I love you too"
I pointed at him, "And you betta deal wit her, she tryna tell my momma that shit". I said
"Already onnit, baby". He waved me off
He pushed me out the house, "Now gon' home and do yo homework". He said
"Okay"
"And get rid of that baby"
"Okay"
*Flashback over*
December 13th
I didn't get the abortion, shit Ian even do my homework that day, Landon didn't run shit in my head, regardless of how he treated me.
Getting outta my thoughts, I looked at him, scared and disgusted.
"You don't seem happy to see me?"
I shrugged wiping my face, "It ain't everyday I see the nigga that fucked my life up"
"I saved it"
"You saw someone vulnerable, you ain't love me"
"I loved to have you". He smiled
I rolled my eyes, "Ain't that something". I said
"Can you leave, like now"
"I'll leave, but soon it's gon' be just me and you"
"Whatchu mean by that"
"I'll see you, Mrs. Jackson". He blew a kiss and left
Bitch, now I'm really scared, I need my damn Gatorade.
I gotta let Lee know about, errbody in fact but this gon' change everything, I'm not ready for it.
I got another Gotarade and stood by the counter, frantic. I'm gonna cry because I might just die so soon and I just gotta man, twelve days ago.
Okay, I gotta be serious.
I am scared and my life is once again, in danger, because of the same nigga.
As much as it kinda seem like Landon a fool or assum, ion even know but anyways, Landon is dangerous. I'm talking about real dangerous, he one offem reckless gangstas and, he's a blood which means yes, I was a blood too.
Brazy, Buzzy, Bousin, Boolin- okay lemme stop.
We was part of the 8TreyCrips, one of the most dangerous gang of all and the most dangerous gang in New York. And 8Trey, don't fuck with R60 or 67NHC, Crips and Bloods don't mix, this partially the reason why I'm scared bc R60 and 67NHC is the gangs the guys be in and they don't fuck wit my gang.
Ion even know why I still claim it but w/e.
All I know is that I gotta get outta New York fast or assum but something needs to be done with anyone knowing.
Y'all I'm tired of this book and I got writer's block
What y'all think happened to Simone's baby?
So know y'all know why Simone ain't wanna come back to NYC and also why she scared of telling Semaj and the gang
She is/was a blood😀
Thoughts onnis chapter?
I'm tryna finish this book b4 2024.
Stay tuned😘
