🖤Arent you tired🖤

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After we arrived it was in the afternoon I helped Donna go to sleep cuz she was feeling so down. Enzo was downstairs working with his friends, I felt so alone I felt like I had everyone's back but no one had mine me and Donna had a very deep conversation and she made me realise how much I'm letting myself go. I went to my room and put my suitcase in the closet then immediately got in the shower.

dnyxff After I finished showering I was just trying my best to put lotion on my body. I heard Enzo talking with his friends down stairs saying his goodbyes because they were doing for the night.I felt a strong kick in my ribs and I wanted to cry it hurt like a bitch. My body was aching and this lil babies were just active today.
Enzo: hi babygirl
You: Donna is sleeping so we have to be quiet a bit
Enzo: ok is she not feeling well
You: ya you know Alex texted her and ya so it just ruined her whole day
He set behind me and rubbed my stomach with his hands they went underneath the belly and it felt so good I almost started dreaming. I heard a call from his phone and he stopped it and turned it face down. I took his hand and brought it back to my stomach. He chuckled and started again this time he went really slow and gosh if felt amazing. He kissed my neck and whispered cute stuff. I giggled and started blushing but the whole vibe was ruined by his phone
PING PING PING

You: gosh can you answer your phone
Enzo: I'll be back 
He pulled back and just put his phone on mute I looked up at him and he didn't even bother to look at me. I've been feeling lonely and I expected him to notice but nope he's very much happy. I'm starting to feel like he doesn't even care anymore like last time we had sex he doesn't touch me like he used to, he usually feels every inch of my body and now he just touches my waist and fucks me like it's a chore.

He went to the bathroom and I heard the shower turn on. My immediate thought was go through his phone, I leaned over the bed and took his phone. And as soon as I opened it my heart dropped and so did my tears. I read everything and i couldn't stop, I've been wanting him to make me feel loved to make me feel good and just talk to me but I guess he's getting it somewhere else.

??: gosh it your lil bitch finds out, we're done
Him: know you're place you're just a little whore I come to to just fuck ok
??: ok daddy i was just saying
??: coming over tonight?🥺
Him: no she needs me right now I can't and my friends are here
??: 🙄🙄it's always she this she that, I need you too ok and beside she's not your wife so just put her to the side and let me shine
Him: you're delusional
??: that's not what I heard yesterday apparently I'm tight and wet and so welcoming
Him: I'll come over tomorrow
??: 😂ok daddy I'll be waiting

Enzo: uhh babe I can't make it for dinner tomorrow I gotta help xx with something-
He walked out the shower and his face went pale, oh he was speechless.
You: I don't know what to do Enzo, should I scream *cry* should I hit you? I don't know Enzo I've been begging you to talk to me give me some attention but I guess you'll rather give it to her... I've been craving you Enzo my mind is racing right know *cry*
Enzo: I'm so -
You: don't you dare say you're sorry because you're not, if you were you would be here with me instead of her what does she have that I don't huh *cry* what does she have Enzo, answer me
Enzo: nothing she just I don't know I just got horny I guess
You: you know what I'm going to sleep in the guest room until- um ya until they come, 3 more months left right
(Yall I know🙈)
I stood up and was about to walk out
Enzo: Elly just let me apologise
You: aren't you tired of apologising every single time, aren't you. I feel like I love you more than you love me and I respect you more than you respect me
Enzo: gosh all you do is fucking complain Elly and I hate it that's why I did it... gosh I wish I never met you I hate you
Enzo: I regret getting you pregnant
You: ENZOOOO stop *cry*
Enzo: fuck I-I didnt
You:....... Um *sniff* if you wanna fuck me starting from today you're gonna use condoms
Enzo: what no-
You: yes cuz God knows what that bitch has
Enzo: you're my wif-
You: I am not your wife Enzo I'm your girlfriend that you hate and regret getting me pregnant right

I took my pillow and went to the guest room. As much as I wanted to forgive him I just couldn't my heart wouldn't let me. How can he say that to me, he never loved me, is everything a lie then. All the I love yous is it all a lie then? He regrets getting me pregnant wow? Gosh I wish I had someone to cry too. I wanted to go to Donna but she's probably sleeping. I closed my eyes and forced sleep to come but it felt like a curse. I couldn't sleep. I decided to go downstairs to make some tea.

Enzo: can i please talk to you
He came to were I was standing and looked at me. I wiped my eyes and continued. I was boiling with anger, I felt a sharp pain in my stomach and I held on to the sink.
He put his hand on my waist and helped me. I stood up straight and slapped him
You: don't you FUCKING touch me
He clenched his jaw and just looked at me. I made my tea and went back to the guest room.

Enzo pov
I don't know what I was thinking when I said that. I guess I wanted her to hurt or I really don't know. I love her to death but this side chick is fucking it up for me. I hated seeing her mad she's never been this mad before, I really fucked up. I don't know why I did it. I went to our room but I couldn't sleep without knowing how she is.

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