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"Ma, what do I do? He won't stop crying

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"Ma, what do I do? He won't stop crying." I cried on the phone wit my momma

"Did you feed him?" She asked

"Yes, I fed him, he moved from the bottle, I gave him a toy, he threw it. I don't know what to do." I said wiping my tears, I wasn't crying because I was sad I was crying because I was stressed

"Did you change his diaper?" She asked as he started to cry louder

"Hassan, stop crying." I said

"You can't tell a baby to stop crying, did you change his diaper?" She asked again

"Uhhh, I don't know." I said tryna think of the last time I changed his diaper

"Essex, change it." She said

"Okay." I said then hung up

"Why you can't stop crying?" I asked in distress

I put him down and opened his diaper, it was filled with shit and he had shit covered on his back making me cry even more, I was too focused on him crying to realize the smell

"You crying, I'm crying." I said taking off his diaper

I took off his clothes then got his ass in the tub which made him stop crying

"I wish you could just tell you was covered in shit, I woulda been got you in the tub." I sighed

He prolly like bitch if I could I would

While I was bathing him Samir came back from the trap

"We just bathed him yesterday, he don't need one everyday." He said making me roll my eyes

"I know, he shitted on himself and got it all down his back so I had to." I said

"Oh." He said sitting on the toilet

"You was crying?" He asked looking at me moving my hair behind my ear

"Yes because I couldn't find out why he was crying, I had to call my mom." I said drying Hassan off and he nodded

"I'll get him dressed." He said

"Okay." I said then handed him Hassan

"Why you do yo momma like that?" He asked making him giggle

That shit ain't funny...

I shook my head getting off my knees and washed my face so I wouldn't look like I was crying then I laid down in bed

"I'm finna take Saint ova my grandma house." He said

"Don't let people touch my son without washing they hands and don't let him leave yo eyesight." I said

"I know that shit, calm yo ass down." He said

"I'm calm as can be, his diaper bag in his room."
I said and he nodded

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